2011 already, I forgot to blog earlier on. Oh whao, brand new "busy" year. More like a finalist to me, lol. Yeh, revive blog again, naise huh. FYP's coming near, Chinese New Year's damn near & what's more? Rabbit year really speeds up busy days, weeks or months. And heck, chaotic moments happened after 2011 arrives, sucks still. Old friendships starting to tear apart, one by one. (Scary ain't it?) And some new friends became your worse nightmare, (As I sing along, I SEE MANY TRUE COLORS, THAT'S WHY I GOT SCREWED) Joking, lmao. No, reason why I say that, it's like I'm from secondary one to two already, that's where chaotic moments between friendship and serious work. Gosh, that's the "greatest" prediction I ever dreamt, GREAT...no never better. What makes me original now is band, yeh. I felt so much more myself like how I am before when I'm in band during my happiest upper secondary school times. Argh, why am I comparing now? :/ I'm disappointed that when I want to stable something in my life, it falls off like wind blow away the poker tower, damn really. Twitter's a big mistake for me to express my feelings, I seems to offend people that they're thinking it is them, fml much. Otherwise, I alr remove anyone of the "obvious" you from Twitter alr. Whatever that is, Twitter's my privacy, when I trust you, I let you in, not to get offended, but I know people felt the same chaotic way. (Some?) Facebook, a book for me to see pictures, fullstop. Yes, photography, that's what I aim to look at, not to STALK. I miss my best-friends-forever, they're so busy, when can I meet them to join our laughters again? I felt lost in school and whatever-reality-is-going-on now. People like me have habits to judge first rather going straight to the point of the real view. But I don't want to fall for their body languages that I'm thinking wrong over of, just that I don't really know them well or I don't know what the heck they doing I guess, stupid me/us hurh? Life's never an instruction to follow, making mistakes without realizing the point we should forsee. (Oh, I'm talking so randomly out of topic like cuts all over. :S) Oh-mm-gee, when am I gonna EVER-EVER move on? I can't move like this because stupid mindfk in me still thinking negative, like oh...I ain't perfect, don't make me sound pretty perfect. Too perfect, too much disgrace. Ain't it? I'm disappointed, that's why I'm typing random cuts over my topic now. I got so much things to say, I just don't know how to put it, I felt speechless when I kept thinking over it. Stop misjudgementals, it kills the cat curiousity and vision over you, thanks. We must learn how to control our daily bad habits and learn to LEARN our lesson. Life's a lesson learnt, argh what am I talking? Ok, I'm depressed over many shits happen this month. So Goodbye Now, I don't wanna add oil here.

I need your warmest hug.